Saving London by Taylor Dawn
Publication Date: June 9th, 2015
Genre: Adult Urban Fantasy
~Summary~
The List. That Signified Finality.
The Journey. That Would Span The Globe.
The Sacrifice. That Would Decide The Outcome.
The Choice. That Could Unleash Evil On Earth.
The End Is Only The Beginning…
“You have terminal cancer.”
London Patterson, a seemingly healthy young woman, had her entire life ahead of her. That was until four little words brought everything to a screeching halt. As the shock and grief begin to fade, London decides to map out her last year and embark on an epic journey to complete a bucket list. She wants to do the things she’s been afraid to do in her life, step out of her self-contained box, and see the world. What she didn’t expect was for a mysterious stranger named Adam to breeze into her life like a breath of fresh air.
Adam offers to help London complete her list on one condition…that she sees it through to the end. Agreeing on those terms, the two set out on an adventure of a lifetime. But London soon realizes that Adam isn’t quite…human. Along their journey odd occurrences happen that cause London to question who or what Adam is and why he’s helping her.
Follow London as she checks off her bucket list in this inspiring new Urban Fantasy novel from Taylor Dawn.
The Journey. That Would Span The Globe.
The Sacrifice. That Would Decide The Outcome.
The Choice. That Could Unleash Evil On Earth.
The End Is Only The Beginning…
“You have terminal cancer.”
London Patterson, a seemingly healthy young woman, had her entire life ahead of her. That was until four little words brought everything to a screeching halt. As the shock and grief begin to fade, London decides to map out her last year and embark on an epic journey to complete a bucket list. She wants to do the things she’s been afraid to do in her life, step out of her self-contained box, and see the world. What she didn’t expect was for a mysterious stranger named Adam to breeze into her life like a breath of fresh air.
Adam offers to help London complete her list on one condition…that she sees it through to the end. Agreeing on those terms, the two set out on an adventure of a lifetime. But London soon realizes that Adam isn’t quite…human. Along their journey odd occurrences happen that cause London to question who or what Adam is and why he’s helping her.
Follow London as she checks off her bucket list in this inspiring new Urban Fantasy novel from Taylor Dawn.
~Excerpt~
Prologue
I’d come to believe that we are privy to an
overabundance of petrifying sounds in our lives. Noises that breeze through our
ears enter our brain and cause chills to run down our
spine. We attempt to shake off the feelings that these sounds illicit, but the
sheer terror of them do nothing but brand our skin with gooseflesh and
nervousness. I thought I’d heard most of them already. That I’d taken in the
echoes that strike fear through most individuals. However, I was mistaken.
I undoubtedly found myself absorbing the most chilling of them all. It was
unexpected and I still have trouble convincing myself that what’d happened was
tangible. No, it wasn’t the shrill scream of someone in grave danger. Or
the fictitious screech of a science fiction creature with hefty teeth and an
appetite for human flesh and blood. The one thing that I heard was something
that stopped me dead in my tracks. It put my life at a stand-still, in only a fraction
of a second. I developed tunnel vision when I grasped onto the spine-chilling
noise, my entire body seized up as if I’d been taken over by another life form.
The ability to control what I was thinking was gone, out the window it flew
like a winged creature that’d been set free. What was it? It was
the sound of fear in my own voice. There was an unstable quake when I’d
open my lips to speak and nothing came out. The Words I’d tried to construct
wouldn’t form themselves and I felt as if I’d lost the capacity to communicate.
I’d never had a reason to be afraid of it…until now.
“That can’t be right. Maybe you need to
check it again.” The wavering of my speech told me I was somewhere between
disbelief and denial. Neither of which was welcome near me.
“We went over the results with a fine tooth comb,
Miss. Patterson. Science doesn’t lie in this case.” The expression on the
doctor’s face was dripping with subtle bleakness.
“Well, there must be some other
explanation. Maybe you mixed the results up somewhere along the line.” I felt a
tinge of hope color my weak words.
“Listen, I know this is hard. But I assure you,
there is absolutely nothing wrong with the tests.” The salt and pepper haired
man sat down behind his desk.
“Okay, fine. I’m assuming there’s some sort of
treatment I should start soon?”
I didn’t much care for the grim look that fell
over his face like a mask of doom. “I wish I could say yes. But unfortunately
there isn’t anything we can do. The surgery is too risky. You could undergo
Chemotherapy and Radiation treatment, but if I’m being honest, I don’t feel as
though either would do much good.”
“So I don’t have any
options. This is just…it?”
He slowly nodded. “At best, in a case such as
this, I would say you have a year.”
“A year to do what exactly? Sit in my house
and rot?” I felt my anger bubbling to the surface like an over baked pan of
lasagna.
“I understand your indignation, I really do.
I think maybe if there’re some things you’ve wanted to do, it’s time to start
doing them.”
How could such few words have a blatant finality
to them? How could I come down with a common cold and then find out my life had
been reduced to a handful of months?
“I can prescribe some medication to get you
through the general symptoms, but above that…” He trailed off. He was being
somewhat compassionate I suppose. I wouldn’t want to tell someone they were
dying either, what a crap job.
I’d thought medical professionals were supposed to
heal you? They would diagnose the issue and bam you were handed a bottle
of antibiotics and better within a week. But unless he had a freaking miracle
stashed beneath that prescription pad, I was toast.
“If you’d like someone to talk to, I can recommend
someone.” He began to extend some sort of business card across the desk toward
me.
I abruptly raised myself from the chair that felt
as if it were squeezing the life from me. “Thanks, but no thanks. I’d
rather not waste the time I have left lying on a sofa and spilling my problems
to a stranger.”
It was difficult holding my anger at bay. Counting
to ten while I exited the medical facility helped but the urge to hit something
was a fierce impulse to fight off. Did I cry? For some reason, I didn’t at that
moment. I can’t say why either. I wanted to, but the tears wouldn’t
come. They stayed hidden in their little duct homes while I walked around
seeing red.
Cancer of the Liver is what they called it. Yeah,
he’d given me some mumbo jumbo scientific name for it, but all I heard was the
‘C’ word. The word that no one wants to hear in their lives. The word that rips
hope away from the person being diagnosed, and replaces it with desperation and
depression. With a disease like that, you’d think I was a raging alcoholic who
did nothing but fill her days by holding down a bar stool while finding the
bottom of a bottle. But I wasn’t. I didn’t touch the stuff. So how was
it I became strapped with a terminal disease such as that? Why was this
happening to me of all people?
I know life isn’t some kind of tranquil
state that we float through without a care in the world. I would be utterly
stupefied if I honestly believed that. No, life is a series of unfortunate
circumstances that lead us to make decisions we don’t really want to make. What
to have for breakfast, what to wear, and even what to say to the person
occupying the seat next to us on the city bus. We don’t really put much thought
into it all, but what are we really doing here? Why were we put on this
planet for only a miniscule amount of time? Is there some grand plan that we
aren’t seeing, like a big picture that has our entire life mapped out already?
Up until the dreaded news, I’d thought life was
something to take for granted. That I could wake up every day and be guaranteed
tomorrow. It’s hard to believe that everything can be changed in the course of
a few ounces of blood and a doctor’s visit. I continued to shake my head
wondering what really happened, was I dreaming of all of this? I wish I
was. Things would be easier that way. But such as life, nothing is easy.
We’re screwed no matter which way we go, and end up paying the consequences for
it every day of our lives.
I made a decision. I wasn’t going to sit around
and watch myself waste away like a banana rotting slowly on a counter. Nope, I
was going to live my life like I just didn’t give a crap anymore…well, not in a
negative way. I was going to throw caution to the wind, balls to the wall, take
no prisoners and do the things I’ve always wanted to do. You could call it my
bucket list, or my death list, whatever you feel comfortable with is alright by
me.
My life is timed; I have an expiration date
stamped on my rear like a yogurt container in the dairy section. After my time
is up, that’s it. I don’t get a free pass. I’m okay with it now. I have to be.
If I weren’t, I’d be that banana…I am not a banana.
But in the end I’ll get to laugh and smile at the
things I’ve accomplished with my time on this earth. I can’t wish my fate away,
I can’t find a genie in a bottle on a desolate stretch of beach to grant me
more time. I’m accepting it like you’d accept a second place trophy in a
one-legged man’s butt kicking contest.
At least I was given a year. To some it
might seem like a small amount of time, and truly it is. But when you’re given only that long to live, it can in a
way, seem like an eternity. I’ll do the things I’ve wanted to do because in the
end…no one can save London Patterson.
~About The Author~
C.D. Taylor/Taylor Dawn began writing as an item to check off her bucket list. She resides in the southernmost part of Illinois, right on the mighty Mississippi river. She enjoys the quiet country life with her husband, son and the many farm animals that make up the rest of the family. C.D. decided that farm life was just a little too mundane, so she started writing erotica to spice things up, so far so good. C.D. entered cosmetology school right out of High School and practiced the art of hair styling for 12 years. When she isn't writing, she can usually be found sitting around a table making people laugh. She has always wanted to be a standup comic. She loves pulling practical jokes, dresses up in a costume every Halloween and believes that dancing is the key to a happy life (even if you aren't a good dancer). She believes that life shouldn't be taken too seriously, we will never get out alive anyway. More than anything, C.D. is a kid at heart, she doesn't believe in bedtimes, eating everything on her plate, or having ice cream only for dessert. Her favorite quote is by Dr. Seuss..."Why fit in, when you were born to stand out."
~Guest Post~
How are you
using your time on this earth?
In the giant
picture that we call life, many of us tend to forget what all of this is really
about. We are so caught up with trying to find success and happiness, that we
miss the things that are right there in front of us. We fail to do the things
we’ve always wanted to do because they become daunting tasks that might involve
some sort of pain, or even sponge too much of our time. But what if you found
out today that you only had a certain amount of time left? What if you were
able to look at your life’s clock and see the remaining minutes tick by? Would
that make you stop and think about the things you haven’t done? Would it make
you kick it into high gear and get to it? I choose not to wait until I hear the
tick of the clock hands as they pass by each number. So much so, that this
entire premise inspired a book. A book that took on a new life and morphed into
so much more than I could’ve ever imagined. So I ask you…what’s on your list?
I’ve had a
bucket list for quite some time now. On it are items that some would say are completely
out of reach for someone like me. What type of person am I? Well, I’m the
person whose spine is partially made up of rods and screws. I’m the person who
shouldn’t be able to do much, but I refuse to cave to the fact that I am not
the same as I was years ago. My body may be broken, but my spirit burns bright.
For my character, London, in Saving London, the same holds true. She was
diagnosed with terminal cancer. She was handed a death sentence and expected to
go home and wait for the end to find her. But London is a lot like myself. She
refuses to rot away and compares herself to a banana. Sitting on a counter and
rotting away like a banana won’t do. Embarking on an adventure for her last
year is the only way she wants to live for the rest of her time. Would you do
that? Would you sell off your worldly possessions to fund the adventures on
your bucket list? Me? I most likely would. Like I said before, London and I
have a lot in common. We also share some of the items on our lists. Funny how
that happened. She was supposed to have her own list, but when you write a
character, sometimes they turn out more like you than you expected. And I know
the question burning in your mind right now, I can practically see it spinning
so fast that smoke is barreling out of your ears. You can slow down that
thought process because I’m going to put you out of your misery. Yes, I will
tell you what my bucket list consists of. Not the entire thing, but some of the
items.
The first
thing on my list is to fly a plane. London and I have this one in common. Now,
I’m not looking to get behind the wheel of an American Airlines Jet, we have
enough issues with crazy pilots as it is. For me, a crop duster plane will do.
I don’t want to do the whole takeoff and landing part either. I’d just like to
hold the controls for a bit while I’m in the air. I want to feel like it’s me keeping the bird in the air. Wouldn’t
that be amazing?
Secondly I
wanted to visit what I consider one of the most beautiful places on this earth.
A place where I could stand and just take in the environment around me and
appreciate it for what it was. I was able to actually check this item off my
list in 2010. My family and I visited a tiny island off the coast of Belize
called Goff’s Cay. Now, mind you, this miniature island was literally no bigger
than a football field. White sand beaches, crystal blue waters and breathtaking
scenery below the water. The amount of life bustling beneath the surface was a
sight to behold. I can still remember standing on the edge of the sand, letting
the clear water lap over my toes, thinking “this is it, this is my most
beautiful place on this earth.” When the realization hit me, it was difficult
to hold my tears at bay. Checking this item off my list was a spiritual
experience that I shall not soon forget.
Number three
on my bucket list could be comical to some and confusing to others. Here goes…I
wanted to make and decorate a three tiered cake. Yes, you heard me right, a
cake. I still giggle when I think about it. I’m still not sure why I threw that
on my list but there it was. Did I get to do it? Yes I did. It took hours of my
time but by the end, I had a slightly lop-sided three tiered cake. But to me,
it was beautiful. And hey, topsy-turvy cakes seem to be in style lately. Since
I completed it several years ago, I consider myself a trendsetter.
London and I
also have “climb a mountain” in common on our bucket lists. In Saving London,
she gets to complete this one. And I’ve been able to do so as well. Traveling
to Colorado I took on a chunk of rock that was a little over 12,000 feet above
sea level. Talk about tiring. But I made it to the peak. I stood there looking
down at the tiny town below me thinking “I feel so big, but yet so small.” It
was an eye opening experience. You stand at the bottom thinking there’s no way
you’ll make it to the top but when you get there, you let out a sigh of relief.
I learned a valuable lesson when I climbed. It’s not about the view from the
top. It’s the view from the bottom because from the bottom, there’s only one
way to go. Up. I took a lot away from that experience that I hold with me to
this day. And yes, when I found myself on the top of my mountain, I cried tears
of joy. How could you not?
I think I’ll
round this out by telling you just one more thing on my bucket list. I don’t
want to share the entire thing that somehow doesn’t seem right. But the 5th
item is to dance with my son at his wedding. He’s only 10 right now, and I
truly hope I get to have him lead me around the dance floor on his big day. But
as with everything, we will never know what the future holds.
Life doesn’t
offer guarantees. Its rules aren’t written in black and white somewhere for us
to find. I believe that we must live each day as if we may not wake tomorrow.
Smile plenty, love with all your heart and take stock in the little things that
life has to offer. Someday you’ll look back and realize those small things were
actually the big things.
Peace, Love
and Pages
Taylor Dawn
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